Sometimes you just need to let the tears fall.

I wonder if a man will ever be able to love me. Maybe that seems over-dramatic, but I really do wonder.

I wish I could make people understand the kind of heart-constricting pain I live with every day. To be ignored by the father of your unborn child is more excruciating than you could possibly imagine. If he can do this, it becomes likely that every man could. And then who do you trust?

My best friend in the entire world is a man. He’s the only man I love and trust with my whole heart. But we’re not linked that romantic, soul-connected kind of way. It’s sad, really. The one man that I have deemed worthy of my trust has no desire for my heart.

This really wasn’t meant to sob story or a pity party, but it seems that it has become one. My recommendation: have a little cry and try to rest. It will still be there tomorrow, but escape while you can in the sweetness of sleep. There is mercy in the closing of your eyes.